Monday, April 2, 2012

Never Ending Tilting

::In My Neck Of The Woods::

I walked out my front door and saw the world tilting away from me.  It was gradual, but it was not happening slowly.  I saw people falling to outer space instead of falling down.  And when they passed our atmosphere, their little bodies exploded.  I saw little red explosions everyone in the sky.  I'll tell you what it looked like:

The sky was blue everywhere else like it was the happiest day ever, and there were happy fluffy white fucking clouds spotting the sky; little red roses were exploding everywhere.

Soon, probably my family and I would fall into the sky and explode too.  At least none of us would die before the other, so none of would have to miss the other ones at all really.

I ran into the house.

"Hey!  Everyone!  The world is tilting and everyone is falling into outer space!"

My whole family congregated in the living room.

We all hugged and said our goodbyes.  We even shook hands too.  I told my brothers and sister that it was good to know them and that everything was always funny and a good time.  I told my parents thanks.  They all said the same things to each other.  We sat on the ceiling of the house.

::On The Other Side Of The World::

A deaf and dumb thirteen year old girl saw everyone falling into the skies.  Bunch of idiots they all were anyway.  She wasn't falling up yet so she went in and out of different stores grabbing things to eat and drink: milk, orange juice, chips, a sandwich, or whatever.

She walked over to a park and sat down on a bolted down bench.  Geez.  Everyone was yelling so much and crying and terrified.  Geez.

She couldn't wait to fly off and pop.  Then she would be beautiful!  She felt pretty good not having to sneak around and steal to eat and drink for once.  She leaned back and waited.  She thought about what this world had been for the last thirteen years.  She thought:

Let's see... no parents.  I wonder what it felt like to have parents.  I probably had siblings somewhere out there at some point... but they probably died a long time ago... if I had any.  Hmm... I hate being raped.  Good god do I hate being raped.  I can't wait to pop off and put all this shit behind me.  I wish I was fat with all the food in the world!  I'm hungry again.  I've always been hungry.  I hate being all alone and all the kids always steal my money when I have any.  I'm just a dirty little smudge of trash.

Well, she started floating slowly and started falling into the sky.  She closed her eyes.  She thought, "After I explode... I'll finally be able to sing... and I'll hear myself sing.  And I won't sing for anyone.  I'll go to a far corner and be all alone..."

She kept falling and thinking: "No... I'll find a corner somewhere far away from anyone.  I'll chop off my stupid arms and legs.  I'll grow my arms into a mom and dad.  I'll grow my legs into a brother and a sister.  They'll love me and think I'm funny.  I'll grow all my limbs back and we'll all sing and dance and laugh."

She must have been pretty high because she started feeling pretty lightheaded.  And she thought, "And no one... no one... no one will ever... no one will ever..."  She had a warm feeling; a warm feeling flooded; she felt fine.  "No one will ever rape me again."

Poof.  She exploded.